Gave Up....

Today I just gave up..I gave in with NO control and used that to be my excuse all day..oh, I'll just keep "pigging out" and start again tomorrow. See, it's all addiction. Some old excuses, same old lies. I feel disgusted with myself. I feel spacey, like I can't even get the simplist task done. It's all the sugar-it's a drug!!!!
Food today:
1 C coffee w/ vanilla creamer
1 vegan organic food bar
1 lg onion ring
1 doughnut
2 pieces PB fudge
2 lg handfuls potato chips
1/4 cantalope*
1 L water
piece of cho cake
2 doughnuts
1 frosted brownie
2 pieces PB fudge
brownie and ice cream sunday
500 ml water

well...that says it all...