I'm starting to feel "embarrassed" to even post what I eat each day. It is such a disgrace to my body! I guess it is easy right now because I don't have any comments, which makes me think noone is reading my blog and my eating habits remain a "secret"!?! Hmmm, this behavior sounds too familiar to me. Giving up and in: powerlessness, unmanageability. I think I'd be more conscience of what I ate if I knew someone was watching. This is just all too CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's insane!!!!!! Hey, God is watching. Yeah! Huh!!! Help me, I am sick of drowning......
Food today:
1/2 C coffee w/ soymilk and stevia
1/2 C coffee w/ vanilla creamer
16.9 oz water
at 1:30pm I still have not eaten, and I brought a good, healthy, mostly raw lunch. I tell myself, "hey, go run your errands now and stop at the discount grocery and get some junky, sugary, processed food to eat (binge on)." So I do.
1 vanilla moon pie
1 cookie
1 hershey chocolate bar
1 fiesta burrito (Taco Bell, while I am pigging out, why not?!)
16.9 oz water
1 chocolate moon pie
16.9 oz water
(after 7pm)
3 doughnuts
2 yogurt granola bars
1 1/4 C elbow macaroni w/ marg. and parm. cheese
16.9 oz water
6.18.2007
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3 comments:
Hi Cindy,
I’m watching. And what’s more, I just added a link from my blog to yours. Your secret is out. (Smile) Now go make a smoothie.
VW
Wow, Cindy, when you pig out you don't play around. LOL! I think you have a lot of guts to put everything you eat out there for all to see. I've been wanting to do just that but I've chickened out again and again (literally). I think putting it all out there helps with accountability. I promise here and now to put everything I eat in MY blog. Perhaps it'll make me ashamed enough to stick to the right stuff. We're all in this together. Peace and blessings to you.
Hey Cindy,
I was visiting your myspace and saw your link to this blog. It is important to know that people are watching. And I am impressed. Look how far you have come. Don't look at what you have yet to accomplish, look at all you have done so far. Be encouraged and push harder. Forgive youself when you feel you've failed and start over, right then - not tomorrow.
Love you girl, I'll be checking back
Melissa B
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