HEEELLLOOOOOO

Well, hello to all. It's ben a long time since I have posted. Just busy and honestly not very focused on being raw right now. I know, SAD but true. Get it!!!! ;) I've been reading Fit for Life, very good book and have Diet for a New America next on my list. I have been giving in to lack of consistency and change in my eating habits. The addiction of food.
Thanks to anonymous (you know who you are) for the recent comment. It was real, and honest and real I am not being, but I don't need you to tell me that. Please reveal yourself openly and stop "HIDING" in the wings or just STOP and let it be. I would really appreciate that. Anyways, thanks for the comments. It did make me have to stop and look at myself again, and you are right. I do try to keep reinventing myself but that isn't always bad. It is when I am trying to be something I am not, but we are ever changing so we can be reinventing ourselves in a good way. I realize from the comment that I just need to look at this and be honest with myself. I know I don't love and accept me-I can admit that. I know God is bigger than all this and will help me and I just need to let Him. BTW, happy or not can change in a moments time. It is how I deceide to be and what I let affect me or not and the choices I make about it. God has blessed my life beyond measure since I have accepted Him into my life. Being fat or not, happy or not, is all in how I ((feel)) about myself and what I chose to see.
To all reading this, I rejected the comment. It came anonymous (which I truly dislike!!!!). I KNOW who it was from by the wording, but really, why do people want to read and comment on your blog and be too afraid to comment with their name. Who are they "really" hiding from?
May God bless you ALL this New Year. May He fill you with peace and love and prosper you above and beyond all you can imagine. And if you have feelings like I do about yourself, comment to me and we can pray for each other. The power of prayer is an awesome thing and I am very open right now for anyone who wants to pray together.